Eternity

We'll sit and talk under the fireplace

Reminisce about all those bloomy days

When we sank all the ships together

As we sailed through them stormy weathers

We'll stroll at parks, hand in hand

Sit by the seashore with the crystal sand

Look back at times when everything seemed like a dream

When everything simply looked impossible as it may seem

We'll hike the mountains and climb that mango tree

And savor the feeling of being free

For all that years worked for has bore its fruit

I'll play our music through this flute

We'll brush the bushes and run through the flowers

And get soaked in the rain as it merrily showers

The tears of joy that heaven has poured upon us

The feeling of embracing under the stardust

We may not have the number one act or best romance

But we can always have the greatest performance

Of a fairy tail love story that came to reality

Because you gave life to my fantasy

Of living this lifetime with you happily..

Destiny

Fate tends to be playful

And it urges us to be careful

With the cards we play, with words we say

On a broken edge of hope we pray

Lonely days are longing

As songs of sorrow are playing

I can't help but play with fire

Because of this burning desire

Trails of my tears are left behind

As sweet and bitter memories unwind

My sanity cripples, my paranoia grows

As days without you continues to flow

So minutes will pass to hours as days turns to years

I can't wait for the magic moment as it nears

For in the eyes of love there are no exceptions

There are no special cases, no unique options

But every little bit of fated perfection..

Mixed Emotions

SORROW

Tears fall down

And smiles drown

Pain echoes in the silence of the hall

Where I used to hear you call

Neverending agony surrounds

This whole world around

There's no joy, no happiness

All but frowns of sadness

A tale of hell and its demise

I wish from the ashes where it lies

That's I'll be able to stand and face the sun

When all of this has been said and done..

ONLY ONE

You came and life just turned around

All my dreams in you I found

Tears turned to glowing smiles

May you be near or by far by miles

Your voice is music to my ears

Your eyes, they have killed all my fears

Your presence, here in me it lingers

Your face, I wish it was in my fingers

My life that was basked in fading glory

Was resurrected by you like an ivory

Growing in full bloom as spring is near

In my soul where I hold you dear

Doubts were erased as trust for each other tightened

Dark clouds cleared as our souls lightened

For no matter how much worlds are apart

You'll be my sanctuary, you'll be my heart..

Promise

Hold me as I walk

Down this lane of our dreams

Listen to me as I talk

We'll get through this as a team

Touch me when I reach out

Cause it's your hands I'll always seek

Trust me without doubt

We'll climb the mountain to its peak

Follow me on this track

Let's go dipping in the ocean

Believe in me, in our luck

As we breeze past all this motion

Sing with me lullabies

And let's fall asleep together

Stand with me and watch these lies

Become truth with cloudy feathers

Pray with me that we stay strong

No matter what path lies ahead

Love me as I love you and let's prove them wrong

Because we'll be together till we are dead..

Thanks for the awesome birthday!

Gosh I just turned 21! haha. Had fun though, with all the greetings and all the cakes and ice creams I received from everyone. Thank you!!!!

Thanks to everybody. Thanks thanks.

Renaissance

Years of joy and sadness

Years of laughter and madness

Years of pains and gains

Years of sunshines and rains

Years of meetings new faces

Years of seeing new races

Years of smiles and frowns

Years of villains and clowns

Years of striving and trying

Years of losing and winning

Years of yearning and learning

Years of smiling and crying

Years of surprises and uncertainty

Years of boundless insanity

Years, and more years I will wait

Years, even centuries, I will have faith..

Beautiful

A touch of yellow and blue

You are natural, oh so true

A portrait of elegance

That you'll adore in one glance

A mix of ivory and fairy tail

Whose heart I wish to be my personal jail

The epitome of brilliance

With whom I wish to dance

A sight of heaven on earth

Where you, angel, was given birth

Smile that can move a mountain

Grin that can cure all pain

And as I stare here in awe of this masterpiece

I wish to get a glimpse of u the very least

Every morning when I wake up

Or even before I take a nap

You are my precious, where all my feelings have gone

My princess, my queen, my only one..

Rain

The sky darkened as it prepared to soak

The land beneath it with its tears

Thus all my worries be hidden in this cloak

Together with my agony and fears

As drizzle dropped upon my head

I felt renewed and so alive

Wishing this waterworld is my bed

To where I can just dive

And as the downpour went on all day

My head was filled with thoughts I wish to say

But in my mind they will all lay

Of you, who turned my skies blue from gray

Slowly as time drifted, the heavens were clear

From the darkness of the shower here

A rainbow appears painting the world beautifully

A reminder that no matter how hard life can be

When it pours, in my heart, it's only you and me..

Independence

As I gazed at the sky I saw the sun

It excited me and made me run

As its rays shone upon the earth that's green

I peacefully enjoyed all that has been

The wind blew by and its gentle breeze

Tickled my fancy and made me miss

Of the fun I had under the summer's heat

When it was just me, standing on my feet

And as the day slowly paved way to night

I set my goals straight, I wanted them right

For no matter what tale I was told

Of you being my warmth when it was cold

It will still be my memories that I will hold

Faith

There was leisure

Under pressure

A lecture

During torture

Parody of strings

Memories that cling

Sadness pain brings

Happiness from other things

Walk as I run

Faults can't be undone

Gaze as I fly

Feelings that won't lie

Look me in the eye as we dance

Glance at life at our last chance

For reality bites when we go to sleep

But the peace it brings we'll keep

As we stare at the nothingness this moment brings

There's no happiness from other things..

Dilemma

There's pain, no gain

No sun, just rain

There's love, no trust

No glow, just rust

There's rhyme, no reason

No faith, just treason

There's urge, no passion

No goal nor mission

And as I put my eyes to rest

I wonder if I can stand this test

That upon myself I bestowed

And symphatized well in this ode

Timestop

Fire burns, the light glows

The anxiousness that builds, the wait that goes

Chasing the unchasable, facing the unfathomable,

Reaching the distance, I wish to be able

A flicker of hope, a fragment of life

Deliberately hurting me, like the cut of a knife

Nothing felt right, nowhere was bright

Slowly went out the light, my day turned into night

Minutes pass, and seconds go

Till how long can I stand, I wish I know

For no matter where it is, words won't just fit

How wondering where you are will end, for just a little bit

Here I lay on my thoughts with wishful thinking

That the boat I built isn't slowly sinking

How do I cope, how do I deal

When the world without you, just stood still

This uneasiness it made is all I feel

Bliss

Shades of roughness, shades of fall

Apologies that in demise have ended

Glory from those days when we used to walk tall

All but patched up this broken heart we mended

Lost in a sanctuary of love and care

Slowly all we worked for, ended up nowhere

Our world was filled with hatred, fear and despair

All my dreams suddenly turned into this nightmare

And slowly dusk turned into morning

Cobwebs from the past are slowly gone

Doubts in my soul are slowly going

Out of the window, when all's said and done

Once more in this haven where we first kissed

Memories filled with fun that I surely missed

I abandon all regrets that time have built

For this love we had, shall never wilt

Random Poetry

When you smile, my heart stops

All the good thoughts, all the props

Of a love that's in to deep

In my heart I'll always keep

I'll sing u songs and lullabies

Of all the emotions that in my heart lies

Screaming and reaching out to get to you

Oh I love you, it's oh so true

I just hope that no matter how long it will take

Even though forever, I will surely make

The improbable real, the unreachable possible

All this for my angel, who is just so lovable 

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Smile, and my world brightens up

Kisses, that I wish u'll never stop

Hugs, that are just enough for my heart to mend

Time, that with u, I hope won't end

Pain, that I will never make u feel

Memories, that u can keep for real

Dreams, that I only want with u to come true

Love, I hope this is what u feel too

Cause if there's anything that I would wish to do

It's all just to be here with you

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Pillory of Fears

I thought deep inside that I'm strong

Only to prove myself that I was wrong

To think that it was in smiling that I'll find comfort

That I well deserve from all my effort

But eventually all the hardwork bore nothing

I badly crave, crave for this loving

A love lost that was found at the right moment

Only to end up with my heart being silent

I hope that words can shatter pain

Like dark clouds that bring us rain

so long as I'm breathing, I'll wait in vain

In this heart of mine, you will remain

May time pass, hope it goes

Blitzing like the rapids upon my toes

Bringing upon joy filled with tears

As my dreams come true, as our time nears

For it's with her words, I hope she hears

Vanquished are my deepest, and darkest fears